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Voids and Spaces

I went down to the first floor just now…

Looking up and saw the emptiness in the house right now…

I dont know…

After the last post, i felt that I had to do something to make things better. And so, I did…

I made a meal for myself…

Fries, baked beans and fish tempura for dinner…

Felt better for a bit…

For now…

Life

Still loving you…

Listening to that now…

And I realise that forgetting is not the ultimate solution…

Its ONE of the many solutions, that I’ve taken. But I really dont think its really enough. Or is it the right thing to do.

Though, it seems that Im enjoying myself right now. Surrounded by friends and family. Most importantly, still watching the ever moving spectacle in school. Not everyday but once in a few times. Well, we ARE not all in the same situation right now.

Sometimes,

i still do think that the world is unfair,

and I can just do any fucknig thing I want…

Everything’s against me and wadsoever…

But, after thinking for a moment, it didnt seem terrible at all.

Sounds that im alone, but im not…

haiz… mental blockage…